拚命.自暴自弃地
Desperately \Des"per*ate*ly\, adv.
In a desperate manner; without regard to danger or safety;
recklessly; extremely; as, the troops fought desperately.
She fell desperately in love with him. --Addison.
desperately
adv 1: with great urgency; "health care reform is needed urgently";
"the soil desperately needed potash" [syn: {urgently}]
2: in intense despair; "the child clung desperately to her
mother"