绝望,自暴自弃地
Despairing \De*spair"ing\, a.
Feeling or expressing despair; hopeless. --
{De*spair"ing*ly}, adv. -- {De*spair"ing*ness}, n.
despairingly
adv : with desperation; "`Why can't you understand?,' she asked
despairingly" [syn: {despondently}]